Friday, January 23

Delusions bazaar

It was a huge school campus. I think it was Pei Chun. I was there for a visit. I know because I saw Mdm Ngoo, who was my mentor when I was doing contract teaching in PCPS. But, CJ was there too. So were Zie and Kay. Apparently, they were all working there. As teachers. Me, I was only there for a visit.

I went to the canteen to eat something with Mdm Ngoo. Then, I went to the staff room to look for CJ, who was with Zie and Kay. I was happy to see CJ and Zie, just like I am in real life. When Kay saw me, she smiled. She said, "Hello". It was a cordial greeting. I smiled and returned the greeting. I saw that she's well and she looked more mature, more grounded, not hopping around and skipping around her colleagues like she used to be. It struck me then that so much time has passed since I knew her to do that. How much we've both changed! At the same time, at the back of my mind, I was fully aware of Emman's existence as my boyfriend in my life.

I think I didn't stay for long in this dreamscape. I don't remember what else. There were some other littler dreams, but I cannot remember them now.