Thursday, June 11

the priceless upwards curve

Even if I feel drenched from head to toe, and you were the one who poured that bucket of cold water on me, all I can do is to look glum. But, all you need to do is to play that goddamn guitar, play a melody, sing a song. And then, I can't stay glum anymore.

You may not know this. It's important to me that you smile even if you are the one who made me lose mine temporarily. Because when you do, when you let loose a little, smile a little more, I find the reasons why I fell in love with you, again.

Sometimes, I am cynical. Sometimes, I am tired. Sometimes, I question myself a lot. Sometimes, I feel all sorts of insecurity.

I need to keep believing this is right. I need to keep believing you are not going to go away. When you look at me and smile, look into my eyes and smile into them, I can believe easier. And the guitar too... charms all the faith into me.